I could really use a wish right now...

Take off your clothes, take off your clothes, that's what she said, and come to bed.
Take off your clothes, take off your clothes and come to bed, that's what she said...

Well, at first I didn't want to do it. I would never have done it. But I did. Finally, It didn't hurt as much as I supossed. But It hurts. I realised that I love him. No matter what people said. And I want him to know it, but at the same time I don't want him to... It's so damn confusing... I wanna kill myself. Seriously, WHY LOVE IS SO DANGEROUS AND TREACHEROUS? It's like having millions of butterflies inside you and then, they start to burn. And, ey! Fire hurts... Fuck, how it hurts... It hurts so sweet that I wanna die. Yup. I'm so fucking stupid... I wanna kiss HER, and I wanna be with HIM. I was thinking about it last night, I don't love her. We're more than just good friends... However, I don't love her. She's just my BFF, well, not exactly... I mean, her kisses are astounding. Her taste. Her lips. I lov... No, I don't love her. At least, I don't love her like she loves me. It has to stop. But I don't have willpower, I cannot deal with it. It's just SO perfect. We are one. I mean, yes, I don't love her, but she loves me. That's more that I can say with him. I don't know exactly how he feels. I want to. But at the same time I don't want to. That's why I'm so confused. I mean, she's all. She's pretty, funny, kissable, touchable, squeezable... And he's SO FUCKING PERFECT. I prefer him. Obviously, but, I can't afford it. I mean, in the hypothetical chase that he loves me... What will be the next? I mean, I love him too, but we cannot have a relationship. He lives far away, I can do it, I think so. But if without being in a relationship it's complicated... I don't want to know how it will be our loveship.
In addition, he doesn't love me. I know. It's imposible. I know. I know everything. It's imposible... It's frustrating. Omsk! Still sexyfied...

I've got my needs and I don't need sleep
Take off your clothes, take off your clothes and come to bed
It used to be just me but that's how one and one makes three